which side will i choose

Getting a news from my brother about the 666 chip (verichip), I went to the youtube to take a look. It is kind of what should i say? shock? I did not think this incident will come so fast.
Eagerly, I asked Frances to come take a look as well. After finishing the film, she started to cry. She said she did not want to die so early and not ready to face the end of the world. I was sad, too.
I went to God. God asked me if things really were going to happen now what i would do? Would i implant the chip or not?
The 666 chip represents the benefits and the necessities which means everything for life. But who implants it , he will not have the portion of God. Which side will i choose in this critical moment.
I did not say anything . My heart was pumping hard. It is so easy to say loving God when the environment is nice and easy. But when the condition is against me such as no food and have nothing, will i still stand for Him ? Frankly speaking, will i die for Him?
I knew God, I knew His deeds. But why did i hesitate to give the answer? Because it is regarding to live or die. I did know the reply is i will give Him. But i was so weak. So i understand totally it is so simple to let me sing " I give my life to you" and it is so hard to carry out. I really need His strength to live on.
So i went to God again.