I love her more

I just had lunch with one of my good friends. She is a christian-will-be and her aunt is a christian. We chatted about everything. And finally the topic was switched to God. We were so excited to talk about Him. She told me a lot of God's miracles which had done to her aunt.
After the meal, I sat in front of God with a little bit sorrow. Why? Because my God is not ONLY MY God. He is every one's God. Feeling jealous? Sure! I want Him to be mine ONLY! I was just like a spoiled little kid who wants all of her daddy's love, without sharing it with anybody. NO SHARING! So I sat in front of God, said nothing but kept silent with sadness.
Then God's love covered me. And He told me He loves me. I told Him i want His entire love. NO SHARING. He told me that I got the most of His love because He died for me. He told me gently that my friend's aunt needs a lot of His love. Because she lost her beloved husband and son. Without His love, she will die. The reason why she is still alive is because of His love.
I started to cry. Oh! My lovely Jesus, please forgive my selfishness. I am really a spoiled and selfish person. Please , my beloved God, give her all of Your love. I am so rich but she is so poor. I do know you love me. Please nourish and love her more and more.
I bowed down in front of God, the one Who loves me.